Conquer your soul

Moved~

2010-05-28T00:36:00.001+08:00

www.dya-salimi.tumblr.com

Us against the world

2010-05-26T17:32:00.001+08:00

A cover I've made from Christina Milian. I think i screweeeeeeeeed some of the parts and didn't sound that clear, i look retarded. You mayb comment it! :P & I'm just trying out to make a new cover after so long.. Next cover ,Pyramid by Charics ft. Iyaz (soon).

It's true

2010-05-19T22:42:00.007+08:00

Yes, infact it's true. Thank you. I brought happiness to ppl's life but i brought burden to my family. Jyeah? I jst got howm from night class. So, my parents fetch me home. Guess what? They went for dinner then dinn't buy anything for my dinner. So self-fish. Ftw. I'm so pissed! Hmmmm, usually they did. Shouldn't asked them to fetch me just now, i rather go home alone. I'm scereweeeeeeeeeed with everything. Study math for the whole of night class, then felt so sleepy.

There is plan fot tmr, since there'll be not tuition this week. But not confirm if the plan really confirm?

Cheer up, friends.

J:I think you should be strong and don't let her distracts you. Eventhough you gave so many chances an she blew that chances away, just bare with it if you rally love her. Even if you really can't take it and you need to break up with her and she refused to let you go, you should be patience and don't give up in love. However, so many things that she controlled you. Be strong never give up on her. Don't lose her as its hard to win her heart back. But it's your choice if you think you should let her go and i think you really deserve a better girl ,on my second thought. Support you all out J! Even we barely know each other.

N:You let him go at last. I know there is soemone else you deserve to be together. However, if your feelings towards him dropped means your not meant for each other. As i said to you before that we're still young and love is just temporary in life. It will make you happy for awhile then, as time past you'll get sick with it. No worries N, I'm here for you no matter ups and downs we went through. <3>

Looking forward on Sunday! :D

Yadayadayada~

2010-05-19T22:42:00.004+08:00

Naddddd & Me.

Hello lovely readers,

Currently editing on my f&n coursework and at the same time i'm here posting. I'm so scrweeeed up la. Still need to touch-up, reduce the number of pages and meet her again tmr for checking and confirmation. N level is stressful for me. I know there'll be someone who'll deny and disagree then it's super easy. But to me, it's not.

Today school, sucks. Just because the sec 4 NA's done with our MYE, school let us to have two continous assembly from 11.15 to 1.45 that is already beyond 2hrs right? Damn youuuuuuuu.

Looking forward for tmr's P.E lesson. Something entertaining please? & games that makes me active. Normal lessons tmr, anyways.

I think today's post will be a short one. Nothing much to talk about. Boredom. Tag me aye? No spamming. Thanks.

Loves.

YOU'VE GOT A NICE TEETH.

Hope you notice. Wait, i can't have crush on you.

Neeeehhhhhhhh!

Don't lose faith

2010-05-17T19:45:00.005+08:00

Overdued pictures. During Mother's day and sending cousins off to airport.

Anyway, Ola peeps.

Had school as normal. But today look through marks for Mother tounge. English P1, Math & Science. Screwed math badly. Mother tounge, i dropped. From A2 to B3? What happeaned, you pain in the ass?! You don't want to know how much i have. English P1, failed by 3 marks and hopefully i'll pass P2 overall. That will get tmr. & Science ohhhhh my gawd, pass Physic but screwwww Chem by only few marks. ): Overall for Combined Science, i think I'll fail too? I did badlhy for my mid year. I did study for goodness sake! Tommorrow, going to get Lit, Social Studies, F&n i guess. I'll pass all hopefully. Especially .. Ahhhhh, all lah! I had tuition and it's liek wasting my parents money if i didn't pass Math and Science cos i took those subjects for tuition. However, I 'll not give up and can strive harder. InsyaAllah. There's still have time and i need to make full use of it as *time is precious.
-Aimed to sec 5 and O's.

There is still room for improvements. Math, Science and other subjects i need to work much much harder in order to get a satisfiying grades!

Well, i need to cut down on my internet till this week then next week, serious business. Except turning on the computer for nessaccary work like doing my f&n coursework assignment. :/

There'll come, prelims and prelims and mock tests and tests and again tests. Then I'll go hare wire!

I'm glad to have understanding teacher like one. <3

Peace.

Share a hope

2010-05-16T19:39:00.005+08:00

Hi, beatifully people,

Since MYE is over. I'm rotting at home, sitting on my sofa surf internet through handphone or sitting infront of my computer. Chatting on msn, texting and facebook-ing. Well, planned to go out with sis is all false hope whereas she spent too much quality time with her friends. What a life? Thanks alot uh.
Yesterday; Had tuition from 11 to 2 then went shopping with Mak alone. Reached home, ate dinner then sleep. Again, what a life?
Friday; Had no school. Yay! Woke up and waited for text msg from Nad. Went out with her for lunch then head to GV to watch Ip Man 2. Before that went to her house and collect teh free tickets which she left it at home. Headed home at 7. & i was rushing to meet my parents to go "melawat" - visit to my god's mother home. Then reached home again at 11. What a whole day w/o a rest! Sigh. However i enjoyed helping for my god's mother family. I missed her.
Somehow or reather i need to moved on with life & let her rest in peace.

Anyway, I have pictures of me & Nad's outing to post . But I'll upload soon, when my computer is not giving problems. :/

Peace*

Missed and Love always..

2010-05-13T17:43:00.003+08:00

Blood sister.

Hello lovely readers,

I'm extremely sorry of the late updates. Know what? I just got to switch on my computer today at last. After so long. That today my MYE is oveeerrrrr! I am so relieved, statisfied with everything except Math and Physics paper. ): Anyway, yesterday was a tragic day for me. I cried alot that today ppl are so caring and asked what happened to my eyes becuause it was swollen. I cried the whole morning to night. My god-mother just passes away. How really close I am with her. During my childhood she's the one who took cared of me, feed me and understand my problems. I didn't get to see her for so long, unfortunately i got to know she's gone. It is reall y a big impact for me that every single time I'm quiet, i'll remember her and her kindness towards me. I really miss her, love her so much.

May Allah bless her. Amin..

Well, for now i still feeling kinda down. Eventhough infront of my friends and teachers just now i hide the sadness between my laughters. They'd knowwwww, thanks for the concerned people! :)

My tuition still on tmr eventhough MYE is over. Give me a break please. Like seriously..

Boost & arrogant human.

2010-05-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

I HATE TO BE AT THE SAME BED AS MY SISTER!!! She stinks, note that she's stinks! Now adays she's testing my patience. & do what ever she like. Just because have that $ and status, don't big fck uh. I'm sorry if i have to say this. Cos you make me to say this way! No one to cry on, expect your the one but your making things worse!

I'm happy with myself now

2010-04-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

My blogger have some mantainence problem. So, pictures I'll upload it as soon as posisble ok?
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Today:
Went to meet up with F at my bus stop after had my tuition at 2. Head to NBL to self study. At 6 leave NBL me & F went to Sim Lim Square to check-on electronics because we want to buy laptop. The price is reasonable. Can asked more discount. But their Mp4 and ipod touch is immitate once. Haha: I have class eh. Wanted to but Mp4 & laptop uh. What type of lappy should buy eh? Hp, Acer, MagBook or etc. Suggest to me. :D Then after some satisfactions left the place & headed to Bugis Junction to have snacks, we went to J.Co to have yogurt and donut. Meet up C and family here because co-incident she fetching her sister home form work. So, we meet up for short while & leave. Bus 2 home with F then home sweeeeeeeeeet home. <3
Thankyou for the day, F aka Cu! :D :D :D
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I don't care what you friend(s) or particular person thinks. As long as what I'm doing is making me happy with you all. You may have my permissions to backstab , talk bad about me etc. As long as your happy too? I'm happy your happy. Everybody is happy.
Once again, i like to appreciate every single shit/good that thrown out from ya'll mouth about me eventhough it's true or untrue i'll accept . Thank you friends. :P

Your my exception

2010-04-16T21:49:00.003+08:00

YOU ARE THE ONLY EXCEPTION!

*My computer can be used again. (Y)!

Under all circumstances.

2010-04-07T19:52:00.000+08:00

Hi beautiful/handsome readers?
Currently I'm using my phone to surf the net. That is very hard for me to blog! :/
Anyhooo. I'm back from sch and late dismissals.. My legs cramp, body ache and ass hurt! -,-
School was busy with some event, 30th anniversary all. Urg, I'm the audience so i need to be the spectators for the event! Kinda?
Well, I'm down with may circumstances that is me and my friends and my sister. Friends, screweddd! Know who I'm referring to? Sister, disappoint me alotttt! I don't expect something coming for youuu.. I'm totally upset! Fck siaaa. I'm really down down down. I'm hiding that hurtful and painful behind my smile & I'm so sensitive now adays, i admitttt! Ok? Hahahaha. Till here, will update once i receive proper net and computer/laptop. :/

Sweet Talks

2010-04-02T12:12:00.003+08:00

I am dealing with my stupid computer and tweet, Facebook-ing using Via web. :/ My computer is giving problem with the internet connections! Urrgh. I hate it i hate it i hate it. I wish to have a iPhone 4G with fast connection? Please. But, too bad I'm going to change prepaid soooooon! D: My mom agreed and some financial problem occured. Ehhh, whatthehell lah. Ohya ya ya, I got back my math test. I got 12 and another 1/2 mark I passs! Alamak. Made silly careless mistakes.. Fcuk.

Anyway, today I'm going out with my sista! Shopping uh. Duh? Hahahaha. Have vouchers to spent. :D :D & hopefully my sista agreed to go Expo to see IT fair there? I badly need latop. I can't stayed aymore with this damn sort computer create problems! :/

Yesterday: After school, do some math worksheets. & then up to Ish had trainings till 6. Reached home at 6plus then chat with my mom. Oh my gawwwwd, had long convo with her uh. Sweet talks with my mom, like giving me motivations and I was touched! :D I cried and get too emotional. I think i have new resolutions nowwww. I loveeee my mom!!!!!!!
She understands me alot , eventhough sometimes she can be really mean and biased towards me!? Hahahaha. But , neh. :D

Hugs Love & Misses..

2010-03-30T19:34:00.004+08:00

Overdued pictures: Taken at Joel's party.

I need a hug and love from them. :D Urg, currently trying to kill time that is moving damn freaking fast nowwww! Yes yes yes. What else will i do whenever I'm bloging and switched on my computer huh? Coursework, duh. I wonder how it feels like if i make it to O's and complete O's standard of coursework. I'm gonna screwwwed it man! Like seriously. Hopefully, i can manage with it well. As can see, I'm like blogging daily since I'm using my computer and bored of doing coursework. I just don't want you people read a dead blog. So, I'm trying to post some pictures. Yeah, the overdued ones. Hahahahaha.

"When someone have something to deal with you, just go for it. No harm of trying to deal with it. Nothing wrong. If someone have a problem with you, stay quiet and do your things. Not worth even try to offence them. If someone wants you to be nice don't listen to them cos' it consider that your a dog follow what they say." Whoah, fcuk lame sia the joke. But nice to talk crap on my blog. -Boredom strikes.

In school today: Study math during the whole preiod of malay lesson since it's movie watching. Prepaer for test. & i didn't complete the test. Wtf. More, guess whaaaaat? I wrote answers on different question. Instead answer (a) i put at (b). What a silly mistakes. -,-

But at least I've tried. :p

How awful.

2010-03-29T19:39:00.002+08:00

Had normal school. Chemistry class after school ended. Went to 'melawat'. Have math test tomorrow and only touch 3/4 of my revision. Urg! I'm get annoyed by each of you. & especially you. Not really annoying, but unappreciated.

A friend, should be more considerate to have the feelings of other friend. Why do this friendship always happened and happening? I'm feeling that I'm not a good friend or you are not greatful to be a friend of mine? I need an answer. It didn't bother me, i don't mind and you can go ahead and enjoy with the rest. I just want our friendship back to normal and i really mean it like everyone. No anti-social and loner. Please? Petty please? I'm not trying to be hyprocrite or feeling insulted. This is just my thoughts and hope. Why is this happening and when it will come true, for us back again like old times? ): ): ):

Okay, well not be too sensitive about this. Maybe temporary and friend(s) cannot be there forever. But why not, we can stay forever. It's all depends on the way I treat them. To me, i treated every sinlge of my beloved friends all equal. Sigh.

Continue to tweet and back to f&n coursework.
Takecare peeps. :D

I apologise?

2010-03-28T22:11:00.003+08:00

Like at last I'm blogging, oh my gawwwwwwwwd? Sorry jyeah. They kept begging me to blog. & now here I am blogging. I don't know want to blog about what. Sigh. Well, currently I'm chatting on Ebuddy. Whoah, comp lack like hell! Events that I'm looking forward too now, is shopping for Vans & Everlasts shoes. IT showcase at Expo, sale sale sale. Lappy here I comeeeee~ :D :D

This morning: I had madrasah and the whole lesson keep texting girlf's and boyf's. I'm thanful that they're always there for me every Sunday morning to made my day happier instead of mudane. :p Thanks loves. Reached from madrasah tidy up my room and help mom to put groceries in the fridge. Blah blah, i eat and sleeeeep! Woke up. Tadahhhhhhh, here I am since 5pm doing coursework, chit-chatting, Facebook, eBuddy, twitter and YouTube.

Yesterday: Had nothing going on. Did my whole "Time Plan" f&n coursewrok. Guess whaaaaat? Almost everyday I did my coursework and no chance to touch on others. Luckily have tuition! I did revise some Math and Chemistry. Math test on -Rate of change. Urg, i wannnnnnna pass this test sia! So the day move on, text noone. & didn't entertain anyone. Busy the whole day. Had tuition in the morning. Then do revision and stuff, as exams and test is around the corner. I'm so not ready for N level nor O's. Okay, don't talk about O's yet. -,-

Many stories to hear tomorrow. & anyways, start convo and tweet okay? :D

Sorry for the extremely late update!

2010-03-07T21:08:00.003+08:00

I know, but it's not dead yet. Hahaha. Sorry, for the extremey late update ler. Was busy with competition and common tests. & Now that is all oveeeeeeeeeer, I get to spent my weekend with peace! :D Last match wa on Friday and we was top 5 in National. I can tell you that Friday is my luckiest day eveeeeeeeer! And I passed my Social studies common test. Whoah, nice one Alhamdullilah. However, I really want to pass all my test, duh. I study very hard for this and I want something great and satisfying in return to my results. :p

Yesterday.
Went out with favourite people. B and E. Meet up at Bedok Reservoir area to have early dinner at Seafood restaurant, train to City Hall and reached there at 5.30 walked for window shops. Had a blast outing lah. Hope to got out again one day with others of my favourite people, cyeah? :D
Then headed to Clar Quey walked from Marina. & spent time talk, cam-whore all. (Pictures on Facebook). Leave teh place at 9 and reached home safely at 10!
The next morning, have madrasah (religious class) & fell asleep. This is baaaaaaaaad! I can't do it again.
F&N coursework, running thru my mind now. I need to complete it but I'm not sure what exactly the insructions is because I was not in class during teh f&n lesson dur to floorball competition. :/
I'm screweeeeeeeed..

I wanna break outta madness

2010-02-20T14:57:00.005+08:00

My current Idol! (I know he look different).

Actually, I don't have anything to post.

Basically school bring me to madness! Arrg. I screwed every test that i attempted. Yesterday I was home early. :D

I want to complete my homeworks and start with my revision uh. :/

I'm not desprate. I know myself and I just adore someone.

Crawling thru this emotions.

2010-02-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

I hate when there's commortions

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CNY holidays, i have spent it really well. This is because during this holidays, i really had a long break and I'm loving it. Eventhough I have not touch on any books at all or even touch on my coursework. Whoah. Amazing uh.. However i did flipped thru my Maths and do some practices, only during tuition. & not again, maths test have been postponed due to many students did not attend class caused of prefect's investiture. Thanks to them though bcos the test have brought forward till next week. :p
Moreover, I really enjoyed staying at home the whole day yesterday. I did chores and prepared my school stuffs. How cool shit is that? Anyway, share with you guys how i spent during the 2 days of holiday uh. Monday went to Bedok and bought some facial thingy with sister, pathetically went home after that eatsleepbatheprayeatsleepcomputersleep! -,-
Tuesday is totally "awesome"! > Went out with mom, sister and grandf to breakfast. Ride home, continue sleeping.. Zzzzzzzz. & do chores. Text text ppl. Sleep School! :D
& Hello Wednesday, back to school. Today really sucks we didn't do what we've planned too. Really sucks! At last, after watch a boring match at Indoor sports hall. Decided to have early dinner at Kfc. Arrgh, faaaaaaaaaats!

Reached home. Visit my grand's house to check on the renovations. Currently, my grand's hse was on renovations due to some hectic flooring and for my grand's safety as well. So, blah blah. Back home again. 10mins of tv and i bathe! Organise my stuffs. Start on Chemistry revision, wanted to on laptop but guess whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? The screen cracked! It's not me. My sister was the one who last used it. Fck lah. I don't want to entertain uh..
&here I am on my computer after a week did not switch on it. -,-
Going to start on my f&n soon, peeps!
Takecare- toddles~

I don't answer when stranger calls.

2010-02-06T12:55:00.004+08:00

Web-cam whore! :D

Had a very sleepy eyes in class for this week in school. Woke up early in the morning meet girlfriends. Went school with them everyday to take bus 14. & We need to be punctual and reach school before 7.25! No Cca trainings for the whole week. Hopefully there's training this coming Monday. Because Wednesday having match with East View. They're are good! Actually we can self training for this week. But the person refused to have one. No offence. -,-

"The past should be forgotten but the memories should be remembered."

I'm not sure if i can mentioned this but.. I think i will not do it. Well basically, I dream'nt of many unusual things. Don't get me wrong uh. It's about weird and awkward dream I've ever had. I probably should slip that away from my mind for awhile. Actually I have no motive writing this down. I mean all this shit down.

I guess just distruct me alot.

& I slack during tuition. My mind went to wonderland i suppose.

Bye.

Little Idiots.

2010-02-02T19:50:00.004+08:00

"Why?"

Had normal lesson in school today but i feel kinda restless during Maths period. English was cool, cheered my mood and had to continue with math supplementary after that. Bus 31 to home sweet home!

Basically I'm not prepared for any tests that is coming up. Tommorrow common test English and Mother Tounge. Whoah. Need to read-up my summarry & nothing to revise for malay? Just pray hard that I pass all and aim A1 (malay).

Well, goodluck to me uh. :D

renew and rewined.

2010-01-30T21:53:00.000+08:00

"Flash and blood, meant to be there everytime.."

I need to freshen-up my body in order to prepare for my upcoming test that is next week. Although I'm not well prepared. Spare my brain 100% thinking to solve and understand Physics topic under 'Waves'. To some of you it is a easy topic. But not for me as I took about 1/2hour to know like really know about each one of the characteristics. During this week, i need to revise on all my subjects as much as I can, hopefully. It is though for me to cope on especially in 6 months time I am facing my major exam ever that going to determine my future to the next step that is O level. So much pressure that I'm in now. I was pushed for f&n to get an A1. And currently I touhing-up on my f&n coursework that is the first step, which dued on this coming Monday. Garrgh. So much to do. I don't regret taking f&n as estectics, because i know that i have potential and f&n can also help my grades. Some of my friend dislike f&n. Bu i don't. I think taht Art is much difficult as it taking time drawing plus thinking process. No offence.
*Yesterday.
After lesson ended which was Chemistry lesson. I was very very nervous becuse of my my floorball match woth Serangoon Garden. Anyways we won, 5-3! :D
Next game with East View on 10 Feb. On that day it's my first game which start at 12.15.

Urrgh, no supporters becuase school dismissed at 1.45 by the time our match already finish.

During this 7 hours,
when i woke up, I ate 'sneakers' , went market with mum, had tuition, complete some of my homeworks, lunch, clear the groceries and cam whore! I'm bored. & Here i am on msn and blogging with stupid peoples! :D

Till here, fellows; Takecare c:

2010-01-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

Random pick.

I'm not sure what i'm trying to do hitting my head hard to the wall caused bruises. It hurt so badly when someone didn't trust me after we know each other since pre-school. Whoah. Amazing yeah. I know how to trasure secrets. But i jst need your trust and permission and there i won't and never break promises. I know i'm scerewed lately. Therefore i am trying to be more realistic now.

had though time going thru school. & I't's alrd liek the 4th week? Garrgh.

I not going to update much beacuse Cca-competitions, studies, homework really had me a heavy scheduled to have time for blog and all. So do read my latest update. Which, I don't know when? :p

HI

2010-01-23T15:25:00.002+08:00

Overdued!

Had tuition till 12 and continued my homeworks. Uncle came over to settle things abt grands. (Vary everywhere).

Er, had match yesterday with Hua Yi's Sec. 23-1 we won and trashed them. Next match on Friday with Serangooon Garden Sec. at 2? Come over and support! :D

Today short post will do.

& there is alot thing to accomplish now.

No choice.

2010-01-15T23:45:00.004+08:00

-Cos' i knew it's gonna happen..

This few days I'm not being myself lately because of many upsetting situations going on in my life. None other, then my beloved granny. Yeah, I'm really close to her. 2 days ago visited her after sch, and looked at her condition has made me cried evernight thinking of her. Had lunch at Eastpoint and received call from my uncle that my granny's conditions is getting from bad to worse. She have lost her toes caused by infections. She had many complications diseases. I don't like to see her suffered. I also hope and prayed hard for her. Hopefully, it will have slight improvement. "Ya Allah, tolong lah hamba mu yg lemah ini." I'm paranoid of my uncle's calls telling me that, during dialysis she turns paled blue. It's serious and i broke down while i were eating and left my lunch behind. Immediately, bused home at th same time contacting my family members. Currently now, grands is in 'Heart Ward' where nurses will took care more intensively but only 2 persons are allowed to enter. I have a hard time running thru this in my mind. I'm sure, insya Allah everythings will be fine. It's all relay in His hands, death or alive. Thank You for cheering me up, friends. Appreciate it alot. Especially by understanding most of my problems. I need to be strong. But every moment talking about grands really touched me and i'll let thru tears down my face throughly with hard time to stop those sad tears.
Allah will always there, Dya!
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School was short today but right after lesson, collected jerseys. Colour was okay but th size is big like real big. Seems like I'm wearing dress. Alter it tmr. After collected everything, meet teacher to guide me with f&n. I suck in doing mind-map. Hopefully, i can manage my time well on tpying down th coursework as it really need plenty of time to spent. And i want to acheive A just for th coursework exclude theory. Because i sucked more in theory.
Err, my mind is full of things you know. Wish i can refresh it. Unfortunately, i can't.

-,-

2010-01-14T18:57:00.003+08:00

I need someone to motivate me in studies, life and any sort of relationships. Hello, I'am sensitive at times. My floorball is great today. Whoah, that is so ironic! I can't wait for mericals to happen.
When will it be? Tmr? : I'm mentally and physically tired. I'm a freak retard, irritating. So, get a life and stay away from me if really it annoyed you, cyeah? HAHA.

Saw that stupid stalker , a primary school friend of mine. That always trying to attract's "m.y. a.t.t.e.n.t.i.o.n." Doing something that i hate forever. Bused home with th BB'S and saw him in bus 24. Wtf! Hate to see th "all-dark" face and attire. Everytime saw him with th same clothes and pants. I can't believe it. MuthaFcukass. I'm really mad and pissed w/o any reasons because unfortunately, i saw him again and again. Fyi, after he alighted from th bus i continued with my vulga. Serious shit. I'm sorry i really post in such away which i didn't do this before (here i mean). I swear that th past about him can killed me. >Fcking Stalker.
I remembered something that if i hated someone so much, i will end up either being together with th person or everywhere i go, i will saw him everytime. I'm crused, righhhhhhhhht?

Screwed everything lah.
I improved my Chem and it's opposite from last time, that i'm failing Phy now. _l_

*I'm not going to post ften. Yes! Busy with homeworks and study.
Bye, suck-arse!

2010-01-09T18:21:00.003+08:00

Sorry for th extremely late updates. But my blog is till alive ay? Er, was too busy with school, Cca's and studies lately. Almost th whole week i spent my time on my homework and with cca. Had Cca fair yesterday. It was a blast becuse almost 2 pages full was filled with sec 1's names joining floorball. :D I don't care so much if other cca's members wanna snatch them. :x

Familiar faces came down to school. I'm not surprised but I'm so stupid for acting like a retarded! It's true that I'm desprate. I admit. I need someone's love. I need attention. Or was i just a fool?

& yesterday was a nightmare for me and Khal. Was followed by a stranger that technically smiled at us and Khal give a smile back to him. A tall man. Tent skin color. Look out for that particular guy and be careful, real scary and he looked like a pervert! You have no idea what was in my mind when i need someone to send me home. Omg! Last, my sis waited for me at y house bus stop. And reached home safely..

Next week tests! :/

2010-01-02T22:22:00.001+08:00

i know i know

Nabilah, Thank you for today!

It's a magic trick!

2009-12-29T20:45:00.005+08:00

=.='

Sorry for the late updates.

Yesterday me , my aunt and her children went to Orchard and Paryway Parade. Trained to Eunos and meet up with my aunt and her children. About 1 hour later they came! I pissed off.

Trained again to Orchard and went to have lunch at Far East Plaza and my aunt bought something for herself and I. Bused to Marine Parade and meet my uncle, becuse my aunt's children wated to cut their hair since it's New Year and wanna look good, duh. Walked to PP and have dinner. After filling our stomach, walked to Giant shopped and spent 50 bucks voucher.

Mom kept calling me and asked me to get home faster. It's already night and waited for my bus to come about 20 minutes. While waiting, on the phone with Khal since we've planned to go out together. All the way chit-chatting and reached home. Err, and I'm sorry because i keep changing plan about our outing. Plenty of things to do during this holiday and at the same time, had a tough time to have quility time with my friends. I apologise aye? :)

Lately, i spent more of my free time with my aunt. Because she have plans and bring me to events. Example: 1 day before Christmas, she brought me to a Christmas party nearby my house. So, I delayed myself to blog, since I'm way too busy to face the computer and start typing. (Ha ha)!

Looking forward to New Year that is 2010! But, i don't think that I'm ready for school? I'm still in my holiday kinda mood. Y? And you know what, I bought "Transformer Pencilcase" for school!How cooooool . ? .

I think not going to wear my new stuffs first 1st day of school because usually the first day they'll give out time table to start for school the next day. So , yeah. Mayb the next week or the day after?

Next year, new resolution no more slacking and playin' lazy! Be serious about my studies as well as behaving myself in any way, if i can :D

Whoah Whoah

2009-12-23T12:19:00.006+08:00

"Eyecandy" Bill and Tom

Yesterday night I watched Tokio Hotel: Live stage performance on Mtv. They own the stage. Looked and sound professional, of course they are. Especially Bill! :) (The one who played guitar) Tom, the vocalist sound magnificant. Loving it! Here: One of my favourite from their single.

World Behind My Wall

it's raining today
the blinds are shut it's always the same
i tried all of the games that they play
but they made me insane

life on TV it's random it means nothing me
writing down what i cannot see
wanna wake up in a dream

whoah whoah
they're telling me it's beautiful
i believe them but will i ever know
the world behind my wall?
trains in the sky
are traveling through fragments of time

they're taking me to parts of my mind
that no one can findi'm ready to falli'm ready to crawl
on my knees to know it alli'm ready to heal
i'm ready to feel

whoah whoah
the sun will shine like never before
one day i will be ready to gosee the world behind my wall (3x)
see the world behind my...i'm ready to fall
i'm ready to crawl
on my knees to know it all
i'm ready to heal
i'm ready to feeltake me there~ (4x)

whoah whoah
they're telling me it's beautiful
i believe them but will i never know
the world behind my wall
whoah whoah
the sun will shine like never beforeone day
i will be ready to go
see the world behind my wall

The bookies~

2009-12-22T14:04:00.003+08:00

Sunday:
Early in th morning at 9am, father fetch to Religious School, to collect my results and buy books for next year. Reched home at 10.30am so exactly 1 and half hour spent. In th afternoon went to wedding at Malay Heritage, where ther is indoor and outdoor eating session. AWESOME!
After the wedding, get home got changed and visited my granny at hospital. Fyi, she was admitted again. -,-
So, we visit her and came back hm at 10pm.

Monday:
At 11am, left home and went to salon. Wanted to have new hair sytle. Seriously, i looked funny sia. Wth. My long-hair was trimmed, cut at shoulder length. So yeahp. Bangs-baby!
Then reached home, and at night i shopped lone at Bedok Inter. Mother and sis asked to buy something. I went out and buy their stuffs! Weird lerr, went shopped alone at night.

Today:
Had to do chores. But feeling lazy to do anything uh. I havent bathe yet! Need to complete my homework? At night, need to visit my granny because, yesterday didnt get to visit her as my mom was tired. Alhamdullilah that my granny showed improvement. She's getting better. But doctor request to let here stay longer in hospital to monitored her until her woind really healed properly.
Insya Allah.

Your Humanoid.

It's getting better now.

2009-12-19T12:56:00.003+08:00

2nd post for today: If ya'll realised? This means I'm freaking bored oi! It's clear now, no more conflict and arguements eh. I know I'm in wrong. Hope this will be th last we fought and have misunderstanding. Sorry, can't make it to study woth you babes. But by next week we're going out?, Hopefully eh. Once you return to Singapore and you must be free that day! :D

I've try something new on a site that call, "I THINK YOU KNOW?" Okay, i think I'm getting random much. I guess because I'm relieved after everyone forgive me! Thank you Thank you.

I still believed in my gut anyways, even it leads me to minor misunderstanding. I have my own instinct!

Bye.

Xoxo: Peeps.

2009-12-19T11:05:00.002+08:00

BOREDOM FREE ME!

I'm guilty. I am so sorry, babe.

So mooden :/

Betrayer.

2009-12-18T19:59:00.004+08:00

HI.

Just wish that you will read this and know how i feel about what I'm trying to say.
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I've just hopped in to see pictures. No doubt. You can tell me th truth. There is no need to lie! I'm so mad. Your one of my close friend, but you betrayed me. You, me and her planned wanna go out this week. But both of you can't make it. Fine! I know and i understand. There is something going on between you both. & You, (th one who closed to me now) says that you busy with this and that. I believed you. If you lied to her before, it's easy that you lied to me also. I didn't expect you to be perfect or entertain me 24/7 but when i get to know myself, it's so upsetting lah! I don't know how friends can appreciate you whereas you don't appreciate them fairly. & If you talked bad about her to me, you can talked bad behind my back too right? Means you lied to both parties at the same time that is Me and Her. I doubt all friends did that too. I admit also that i've been treated my friends by stapping behind their backs too and it was last time, i'm being trustworthy yeah. I know people changed. But have limit ah? The way you text me, send messages sound un-sincere. & I believed you, despite i told you th truth about all most everything in my life. Even friendship nor family's problem of mine! I don't need that in return. But idk if you lie? And appreciate me as your friend at least. You said that within this week, must go out with me. But see? Now. What's the proof? Busy, okay! I treat all of my friends fairly though. I guess now, i have new resolutions! I will just ignore and hack care about immature attitude that's going on in future or currently now. Honestly, speaking if you were in my position you will feel how'd i feel too ay? Im so upset now. If you don't bother to think what you've done, just forget it. You told me she changed with her attire. Look this is th result. Just because she have plans, treat you money with similar things? Heh. I'm sorry if i need to revealed this. But i guess i'm still good that i didn't mention names. It's better to post this way, because it's been so long i kept this to myself eventhought i'm pretending when im otp with you! Anyways , i havent confront and talk things out. Should i know when? Give me time. And i'll give you time too? *This is what i think ah, if you feel that I've been misunderstood this while about all this or blamed you at certain point, I'm sorry. Some mistakes i did too. Then maybe try to explain to me? I can get emotional doing this. Yes, duh I'm sensitve! ;D

"I'll try not to get caught easily because I'm pretending"

This holiday really sucks! I SCREWED ALOOOOT.

Yes, goodluck Dy with your life.

Thanks Nab for your house visiting with cards games & food! ;D

And Atiq, thanks for th treat & accompany! :)

Show your movement.

2009-12-17T10:36:00.004+08:00

Limited pictures.

Alright. I apologise for delaying my post. Now, i' gona have proper post ay? ;)

Yesterday was such a tiring day. Went out with beloved sis and bought my school's stuffs! Firstly we headed to City Hall to search for shoe. We got one. Wanted to buy from Rubi and Topshop. But they don't have my size. I have an enormous leg lerr! We window shop at th same time around Suntec City Mall. Plan to watch movie there but th movie timing very limited. Done walking, headed back to City Hall and bought $5.90 ice-cream at some Japanese ice cream stall. Yummy! We walked to Eplanade just wanna kill time and finish up th ice-cream. We're sooo retarded. But there is noone around at that time. (Ha ha ha)! Trained to Tampines. Went to GV first to buy tickets and checked timing. Decided on watching AVATAR 3D at 18:00!

So, we did. & while waiting for th timing, we went Century Square to BHG. Okay, i bought bag from there. COOOOOOOL! ;D

5 minutes to 18:00, we buy food and head in to theater and collect 3D glasses. It was my first time watching 3D. & it worth alooot at $13 because the movie is, AWESOME or whaaaaaaaaaat! I cried th last part. You guys, should watch okay? No doubt if I wanted to watch it again, duh. Errhmm.. the movie about 2 & 1/2 hour. So we bused home after watching movie. Thanks Sis, for all the treat! ;D
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Two worlds collide

2009-12-11T15:04:00.004+08:00

Im loving her hair! Kristen Stewart.

Yesterday:
In the morning, father fetch me from home and we went to Hpb. Health Promotion Board! Cool. Such a big place. Infect it's near to sgh. Im so unupdated! Wtf. It was my first time okay. Went there bcos he wanted me to register on applying braces. But on this coming 23rd, i have dental checkup at Siglap. Need to have the latter to refer. So, i called and make an appointment. Reach home, about 12 noon. Had lunch before meeting Nab. She asked me to accompany to Tamp. We headed to tamp and buy her stuffs. Crazy much! She just can't stop comment-ing about unsuitable couple. Funny woman! This week, i spent time with her qiute alot. :) Thank you, babe. Reach home, at 5 and sleep till 8. Woke up, washed up and switch on lappy. Till 3am! Chat all along with gf's. Bored. Internet lacking. Off it! Done, watch some crap marathon movies. Then lights out. Crazy entertainers!

Today:

Woke up at 10. Father woke me up. Bcos i slept on his bed. Sorry! I changed place. I continued sleeping on my bed. Then i moved and migrated sleep on my sofa. Unconfortable, woke up and eat! Bathe. Done, here i am blogging. ^_^

Going to start my English practice now. Bye, takecare Noobeys!

Im'ma Goodgirl

2009-12-09T12:52:00.004+08:00

"fever!"

Afternoon sunshines? :) What a beautiful day today. Gone nowhere? Having tuition. Can't change the timing. Yesterday, went to dental for my check-ups with mom. Had to apply braces, crowning and implant. Complication with my tooth. Need to makeover my teeth took abt 8K to 10K! Whah, alot of money spent on my teeth. Dad plan to go register at HPB. Hopefully, it didnt take so long. Errhm, nothg much to post. Such a boring Dec hols. Indeed have plnty of plans and outing. But it all came out postponing it? Ohya, the friendship between us is more upclose now. So, let's be clear to her ytd. No pretenders & yeahp jealousy. No more immature attitude. Be socialize! :D

*I can see the sunlight before dawn. I wish im at a place where there is a clear blue sea with aura and founa around my surrondings.

& Goodluck to Singapore participants that going to compete against Laos! :D All the best.

<<<< PLAY MY VIDEO!

What a day!

2009-12-06T12:43:00.003+08:00

Created Twitter account early last month. I have no idea how to update & get started with it.
Only had 1 follower. But im not active there. Decided to delete it. So boring!

Going to have second post for today i guess! Dead damn bored.
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Y?
Granny's discharged from hospital today, yaye! :D
Watching Amazing Race Marathon. Brian and Erica (zebra team)! Hopefully they win th last pit-stop for the finals. :D

Remembered our times?

2009-12-05T19:45:00.004+08:00

Sorry, didnt update ytd and on Thursday. Was busy going out. I know.

Let's start with Thursday?

Khal & me. Meet at bus stop 12.30 or earlier. To catch, New Moon The Twilight Saga on time.
Went to Plaza Singapura and watched. Firstly, im not that excited to watch as the movie is divided into 4 parts. So, basically it was hanging at the end. The audience or viwers who was watching kept soaring when 'Jacob' Taylor Lautner was half-naked. Wth. Okay! I think 'Bella' looked hot but 'The wolves' was the hottest! :D But i suggest, you'll enjoy it too so watch it aye?

Khal and me was like slaping each otehr when it comes to the kissing scene. But awww, sweet

romance part!

After the movie was over, im frozen. Garrgh. So headed to Vivo and have some snacks, chit-chat. Had a nice calm talked.

More pictures-Facebook! :)

Yesterday, Friday:

Went out with sister. Took train and alight at Outram Park, visit granny at hospital. She looks

fine and very pleasant! Alhamdullilah.

Move off from ther at 3. Trained to City Hall to exchange clothes. Bought colthing and eat at

Marina Square. Went window shopped too. Reached Bedok, bought stationeries. Most of it was

my sis's stuffs.

I want a new schol bag! Everlast here i come.

Sis, meet her friend. Go date actually, kinda? Hot. Walked home alone after accompany her

waited for Hafeez. Fuyoh!

Got home at 10. Sis went for night movie. Unfortunately, checked-on her Facebook at lappy

there's a female sent her a message that says: (enterhere)!

Wtf. Omg. My sis knows alot of guys especially th holy ones. No offence. But there is on particular person that she got to know was her junior. So nothing big deal with it. She treated him as a lil bro. But that female was his gf. He lied to my sis about his status. At first my sis know about him. *You don't need to lied. Not that my sis is going for you, arse! For godnees sake

my sis is older then you! Get real and she dont want to intruding you relationship. The female is

nice. Minah dakwa must sound nice. So the message that she sent to my sis was cool.

My sis replied, nice and cool too. The End.

Pathetic guy. Know something was fishy!

Today:

Had to stay at home help mom cook. Wanted to go out meet Mariam at Expo cos there's a

Inline floorball competition going on. But i changed my mind despite my mom allowed me to.

Im Hardworking today.

Erhm, takecare peeps! :D

Bye.

Pleasant smile.

2009-12-02T14:27:00.003+08:00

I will be waiting...
(what a face!)

Rewine up those moments. Y, tmr atiq cant make? I know our rollerblading outing have been

postponed. But tmr we planned to watch movie. Hopefully, we still manage to go out. Khal,

Thanks for making up to meet me babe! :D

Had tough times now with our plans that cannot be clear. & with my tuition, revision.

Next year is a tough year for us!(anyone who is going thru th same condition as me.)

My bad flu is getting better :)

Thursday which is tmr, have the inline floorball competition thingy. No, not going. I screwed!

Sorry.

You know it is amazing to see someone online on msn everytime. But just, i hate to be the one

who start saying "HI." Idk, why? ironic.

Unless, i have something important or desprate to chat with someone.

I just love blogger much. I like to update my blog. Mayb this is temporary? Since it's

during th hols. See if new year will i be updating much eh?

Truck loads of hmwk that have not been touch. Will i complete 1/3 of it today plus my

English assessment book? Garrgh.

I just need to have this mind-set where i should not be lazy!

Suprisingly, im not today :)

I do my chores! I vacuumed my house carpet and my room, cooked for my grandpa, washes

dishes. & my house running out of gas. Thought wanna call for 1 but, no money!

I paused for awhile.

I just hopped to one of my friend in Facebook. Random. And idk how he added me?

I just approved. It has beed quite sometime, till i view his profile now? How pathetic.

Kinda looked horrible th first time with his dyed blonde, tattoos & piercing!

Not black hair still have tattoos & piercing. A muslis i suppose. Noo offence.

Weird name he put under his profile name.

He look better now with neat hair. Nice body, clean face. But whhat so good having tattoos

on your face. Don't you feel disturbing? Im sorry to those have tattoos. I like to watched

Miami Ink, LA Ink & looked how they apply on tattoos. Have nice drawings all but he

looked so hot, handsome and charming. Y, sia? I wonder w/o all those scary creeped

thingy pierced and tattoed on you, i think many girls really crazy over you.

Anws, this guy didnt talked or chat with me on msn. Even he added me at any sites.

So, yeahp. Just have to let go this thoughts of mine abt him. Well, mine your own business

la, Hidayah! :D

Sorry yeah.

I don't care anymore about my surroundings. What's going to happened just need to relay on

faith and accept everything in life. Bcos life is too short. No one is perfect. We cannot blame

anyone on everything. Live your life. Open your heart find the light. Try to move on if your

unhappy. I guess, it will be better. It works. I've tried! :D

Okay then, so looooooong dudes, babes!

^_^

2009-12-01T17:36:00.008+08:00

Happy 51th Birthday, Abah! :D

*Pictures taken from Mariam's crib.

Otp, from 10pm to 3am! Oh gosh. Thanks to Atiq and Nab :D & Yeahp, we should move on forget abt everything. Be happy!

Causes of unhealthy sign.

*Eye -backs.

*Oily-face.

*Black spots.

*Big-ass.

*Chubby-face.

Gonna have tuition tmr. This Dec, have to start with revision&homework. No delay!

Arrggh , time goes by so fast. I don't want New Year, 2010, in Sec4! Im old.

Okay then, bye homies! :)

Our friendship is falling apart

2009-11-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

Went Mariam's hse. Chillaz. Thanks for th great day. Popcorn-homemade & frappecinno! :D
Accompany sis to send cake to Naz. Happy Birthday, btw.
reached hm, at 9.30 and was hungry. *You don't know what i did when im urgent wanted to go toilet. Oh gosh! :) something crazy that you don't wanna know.
Embrassing moment!
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Currently, otp with Nab & Atiq.
Was down with all kind of problems, misunderstanding. But it's, better to talked and sort abt how each of us is undergo this sad feelings between our girlfriends. Y! Im very pleased of what's happening now. If you think you felt guilty, you should just call her straight away w/o waiting for th next day. & you know she's still awake. While, using technology items won't help to solve despite if your saying sincerely thru phone or meet up. Faster this problem will solve or it will never end if we keep having selfish feelings towards eachh other. You should treat us fairly. Cos it's been a while we bare with th way you treating us, babe. We observed and gave you scond chance to change. Me or even we, didnt blame you of anything. But if your character didnt wanna change itself, then it's a lost. You don'd deserved another chance then, right?
Everything have to be fine if only with a voice apology :D *i bet you.
Ily you , (girlfriends.)
You know who you are babe. I should'nt mention who. (LP)
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Atiq: Cheer up, bebeh ! :D everything gonna be fine.
Nab: Retarded ! Never-ending laughters :D
Khal: Y not your coming? That's weird your mom not allowing you. I miss you D:
Erny: I felt sympathy. Im sorry for th lost. Ily. :D & Imyt! D:
Chah: Don't lose our friendship. Stay close if possible. It's your choice, really !
Fisa: Till now, no respond from you. & Y?

So looooong, peeps!
Bye.

Tangled up with you

2009-11-28T12:54:00.005+08:00

Random pick.

Short post will do for today.

Was down with bad flu. I wanna 'Flu Max'! Im getting sick this few days(!) Y? This year celebration not that fun. Wo was in hospital. So yeahp. Spactic patient is admitted in th same
room as granny. Scary much. Thought she's having mental illness. She stm. After visited wo,
went to meet my uncle. He looks better now. No more hair dye & good terms with his family.

Alhamdulillah :)

I was sleepy when we were talking. Kept yawning. Sorry. Reached hm at 11pm. Sleepover at wo's hse. Accompany my aunt & sis. Whoah, i had a good night sleep!

But i woke up in th morning, head-turning, heart-stopping. Had chest pain. Apply 'vicks'.

Time checked: 1.10pm & i havent wash up yet. Arrrgh.

Bye.

*Listen to my melody.

I hate when i need to be honest.

2009-11-26T15:51:00.005+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday, Sister ! :D

Had a blast birthday celebration for her ytd . I mean belated birthday wished here! Getting lazier to blog. But i love my simple & cool blogskin. Idk, Y? Had a bad sore throat! Arrrgh. Confirm i will down with ever soon aye? Thanks alot to my throat. Ive drank almost 5 bottle of water about 2ml. Not working. Eat extra strong srepsils also came to the same thing. Wth.

I think i have sensitive throat, idk! Today all day long drink mineral water throughout. But had trg in sch in the morning. I dragged myself to sch. Bcos firstly i swolled a panadol. Alright felling slighty okay. But when wehad lunch at ljs Bedok, my throat start to irritates me. Mayb bco i drank milo? But i drink water after tht. Whoah, irritation! ARRRRRGGH. okaaaaaay , move on. B'itch alot with them! Im kinda quiet. Feeling unwell so just talked less. Syamil, Yam& Ira cheered me up.

WE MUST GO OUT OKAY? misses those times when we're having fun.

I MISSED 'WO' ! D:

(fyi: that's what i called my granny)

Ytd night waited till 10plus to wait for her. Missed her alot.

& get th chance to see her toes that have've been emputated!

Endure okay? ily.

I LOST HALF OF MY LIFE W/O YOU, IF YOU'RE GONE WO.

Ehrm, and celebrate Hari Raya Haji w/o her this year making me upset.

Yam: Is sooooo Hot now bcos boys crazy over her! J* :D

Syamil: Shy much? Go for him laa . :)

Ira: Same as me, stay low profile eh? :D

They mia, i don't care much for them. Not replying back my messages!

Annoys me alot.

Khal: I find you different now. Idk, mayb? The way you text me. I know it's not you fault.

Atiq: Nothing to mentioned. Let's plan abt our outing.

I've always hoping many things so much. But it all came, hurting me and heartbreaking.

No more hopes and will. Just be myself cos i don't deserved what i am hoping for. Regretting

almost everything of what i've done. &Mayb this is a challenge for me to face it. I know. I admit.

Bye.

99 times

2009-11-20T20:43:00.004+08:00

Ryan Sheckler and Tony ! Wooahh , they look freaking hot-stuff :D

I think that Tony looks better then Ryan cos , Ryan looks Hotter last time then now.

With his recent tattoos. I used to love one of his large tattoo at his back. But now NOT!

I prefer Tony. Love his eyebrows ! & kinda neat despite Ryan. Anws, still like both of them :D

Actually this is a random post. I have no idea what i have to post. Just wanna make my

blog, less bored.

Had lunch with aunt, sis and my two small cousins at Kfc. Eat more fastfood again. -_-

Went to supermarket after that. Cooked for dinner.

Bored, & now im here blogging.

Im so, restless at home. Erhm. Everytime im at home, DUH!

Anyone, have any plans? Can tag me along. My hols is screwed with boredom. Arrggh!

Everyone is keeping qiuet now. Since Wednesday. Y?

I wanna eat ice-cream! Let's grab one?

This morning, for no reason Ali text me to go gym. My butt was heavy to carry me up from

sleep. He text at the last minute. How too? Next time with the rest la, okay? :)

Im too worried about my granny. Again & again. Today i didnt visit her, cos my aunt

from Malaysia visiting & it didnt allow if there's to many ppl visiting a patient. So yeahp.

Both elder aunties came down to S'pore to visit granny. Luckily they sleepover at my granny's

place since my grandpa is around. It's not i dislike, i just feel unconfortable with them around.

Im lookng forward to meet them tmr, btw! :D

xoxo;

Random Feelings

2009-11-19T16:55:00.002+08:00

Pictures was taken on Monday's outing.

Yesterday was a blast! Thanks Khal, Nab,Ern & Atiq. They rock my day :D

Was tired when everything over. For th first time, i took th longest slide ever. Awesome!

They overcomed my fears. Lazy river was th best too, tired at th same time bcos was catching up the water current as we are running in th pool. A great moment when we had lunch at Kfc.

They had not taken their breakfasts. Starving! End with long ride in Mrt until reached Bedok

Station. Nab alight at Simei she went home. Ern went to meet Hanaf. Me, Khal & Atiq we headed

to Mac's to grabbed drinks. Went home with them after awhile waited for the rain to stop.

Lucky we went swimming before it started raining. Fuyoooh! :)

Reached home, was exhuasted. Rest for a while like not even half hour. Not really tired after that bcos ive alrd slept in th mrt during th long journey. Then mom called we need to visit granny. To hospital after mom fetched. The parking was horrible ther's no place to park and

mom suggest she's find 1 while i waited in th canteen. My granny asked to sent food, so i went to canteen and buy for her food. Th vendor was tasting my patients untill i showed attitude

w/o saying 'Thank You'. Im not that rude. Well actually, it was my first time not responding when recieving foods from them. I was pissed with them! Bad bad service. Fyi, it's SGH.

There you go. I've mentioned names.

Visited my granny, at least she looks more and feels more stronger now. There is no choice for

us and th doctors, but to emputated her toe with the infections. Im so upset and my tears

dropped instantly. I just hate to see my granny suffer's. Im terribly sad. Today she's going for operation. Idk if this a bad/goodsign? Bcos its raining heavily followed by th thunder & lightning. Oh, Allah .. & also today , obviously going to visit my granny again for sure! To see how's the result goes. Hopefully, she's doing well now. I have my guts telling me that im having mix feelings about her situation now. (?) Arrgh! Me, especially my mom was under too much pressure. To agree with the decision. My mom is th oldest siblings here in S'pore. So she is the one who need to agree more then the rest of my uncles and aunties. Since the last 3 days, im so restless about all this & knew how actions taken by the doctors serving with my granny's critical ill.

*Stay positive granny bcos Allah knows your strong to serve this & this is a challenge.

Don't Give Up, Be Strong!

2009-11-17T22:47:00.005+08:00

Upload pictures of ytd outing soon.

Thank you, girls for ytd. Appreciate it!

im not bored, indid.

Almost 1 whole day i spent my time in Hospital. Was pretty much worried about my granny, beloved granny. She was admitted to Hospital bcos of her leg infection. Since th first time she was admitted which was last month, the doctor specialist suggested to remove her left toe. Until just now th surgeon have a family conference with my mom, uncles and aunties. Well , th doctor gave false hope towards the outcome if my granny were to remove her toe. Obviously, his decision make my whole family disagree to remove it. My granny is a diebates patient, many complication of illnesses she have. Therefore, a small injury can lead & spread fast and turns out to be a serious infections. Im totally dowm about this whole thing till this morning. I almost wanted to cancel plans of tmr swimming with my, Babes ! Erhm, i should stop here since there's a cure for my granny's critical situation. My uncle have product that can help to cure the infections and pain. 'This' product hopefully can save her leg. InsyAallah ! Be strong & I LOVE YOU GRANDMA.

Tmr's plan hopefully gonna be fun & unforgettable ! whoever can't make it tmr, it's their lost & i dont bother of your 'undeciable' decision. Sorry, cos im sick & tired to beg and all.

To Jurong Swimming Complex ! :D

Erns , Nab & Khal -3 BITCHES that gonna rock my day tmr !!!!

WOOHOOOO .

*im bored of th talkings and respond. don't tell me about it anymore, im not interested!

so long, Suckers.

2009-11-15T15:51:00.004+08:00

Miss this Bitch th most ! :)

Doesn't mean i didn't miss the rest of my friends to?Of course i did. I was browsing pictures on my desktop and saw those pictures so post.cos i dont want my blog to be bored&dead! This bitch here, is busy with all her personal plans. Many things we decide to do, but it all came to postponed or cancelled our plans. It's alright! :) still have the next day and next week hopefully?

But tempting to go Jurong Swimming complex is a must for this week aye? So make yourself free homies! :D I really miss you , NUB. Meet up soon bebeh ! :]

Today exams, i screwed one of th paper. Sirah! fyi, it's th religious class examinations. Well, admit i just touched my book th last minute. What do you expect? But no matter what happen, ive tried my best okay? Wooho ! today is th last papers, last day of Madrasah for this year. My class will resume back next year. But still must collect th results! & Sorry Nad, didn't wait for you after my papers.

Fisa have just came back from her Ubin camp. ^^

Chah still keeping herself quiet whenever i didnt reply her. (Y)?

Nab texted me last night. Forget to reply her. Will text her soon, now? Minah Johor :)!

Atiq all along happy with her family planning to go somewhere during this hols, Lucky Woman! :D

Tmr, im going to be bored to death! Everyone will be busy with their own plans and arrangements. But will go out soon, babes yeah ? :D

So wanted to plan with Ali to go gym. He funny&weirdo , halfway chatting with me on msn and my stupid Ebuddy disconnected!

Will text him back later, once im done blogging?

someone ask me out please? :D

Do text me/call if you wanna too !

2009-11-14T12:12:00.003+08:00

Our trust will always be kept .

At last, Bridging Programme have completed. Many plans my friends and ive been up too. Plan to go Jurong Swimming Complex. But search thru website Monday is open from 2pm to 9pm. Whereas Tuesday to Monday from 8am to 9pm. Which day should we go?

Plans during this Nov Hols:

-Shopping with (anyone) of my friend(s) at town.

-Go Jurong swimming Complex

-Rollerblading at Eat Coast

-Escape Theme park

-Chalet/Bbq pit

Many plans but will we make it to clear this outing? Overall, later we all turn pokai!

My sister b'day is coming. This Thursday if im not wrong? she wished for many gifts and surprises. Just wait till your 21 okay? This year, will be imple and average celebrations. Ive planned with my sis too that one day we will have sister's outing :D Need to make our decision before both of use get busy. Huak !

*Missing my friends ! D:

2009-11-13T22:13:00.003+08:00

Now, my blog is no longer a 'dead blog'. Was busy figure out how to renew my blog. I've notice
that it is better for me to stick to Blogspot then try something new as my friends suggested
me to do. Did not mention any site's(!). Well i guess blogger is better, even there is some maintainance going on at times. Honestly, im kinda depressed on what went thru in my mind right now. This situation is getting from bad to worse. I cannot take it, but just to remain untalkative and speechless. I'm not in good terms with few of my classmates. What the hell? i actually dont want this to happened. I wish there is someone who really understands me more! Its just so hard to act like a stranger. I felt so betrayed after all these happens. Mix feelings: Upset, Dissspointed and Mad at the same time. Just drowned with your lies! Keep pretending. I want to see how far you can go & stay with this broken friendship. Hyprocrites everywhere, pretenders, ignorance? All i hope i can do now, is to be friends again. Hopefully if we willing to forgive one another, no more being apart or feeling leftout. & Im gonna hack care to those who hates us being friends together back. Im already being as frank and honest as i can be. Just need time. Make the right choice !
Awkward, weird, restless,unconfortable actions i am giving when i walk by you guys.
Can't take any longer but to scream .